![]() The sun was still in its waking up stages and the light on the leaves spoke of new beginnings. ![]() ![]() “Look around you Kadyn, what do you see? No don’t tense up he’s not here, he has nothing to do with this place it’s just you and me here now, tell me, what do you see?” She took her time looking around at the wild flowers that grew between the grass and trees. I helped her out of the car and walked her through the trees and into the little meadow in the clearing. I got out of the car and walked around to her side, we were just a few minutes from the house but that was okay. I won’t let it be, if I had to drag her kicking and screaming into our life, the life I wanted to give her, share with her, then I will. She was too young, too beautiful and just too fucking perfect for this to be her life. It wasn’t supposed to be like this, she wasn’t supposed to be like this. “Do you even see what you’re looking at Kadyn?” she turned wide eyes to me, her face drawn and so fucking sad I wanted to hit something. I slammed the car into park and turned to her. ![]() She seemed so detached, so removed, like she was just going through the motions. ![]() There were no words said between us as I headed for home, she just sat there with her arms folded in her lap looking out the window at the scenery. ![]()
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